parabola

have you ever had one of those days where you just want to go away from everything, sleep for a long time, and be held by someone who loves you, whether its a significant other, a parent, a friend, etc? i get those a lot. to some extent, all of us want that vacation, that getaway. we cant run away, we can only fix things i guess, and thats a llot harder said than done, believe me.
we want to stop hurting the ones we love. some of the craziest things we do is for people we care about, whether they know about it or not. thats frustrating. oh, to be loved, what is that? why is one of our most important task to us to care for those around us? self preservation goes out for care. why is that? sometimes its only for people we have attached to in some way, some for complete strangers. not out of obligation, seeing as there is no obligation in care for strangers.
all these bad things that happen day to day are forgiven, these bad dreams forgotten, memories cleansed. maybe we all need to move on. write a goodbye letter. god knows ive written many. i only wish i could have written and sent them earlier than hindsight. but what do we do? we move on. we go to meet new people, and acheive that glow when you connect with someone new. its only then, you can help find who you are through the experiences of other people. the beauty of friendships.
some of the time we get angry. we get so frustrated with EVERYTHING around us, we want to be by ourselves, not have to compensate for others. but we never really realize how much those presences really help untlil they are gone. ita general saying that you dont know what you have until its gone.
a lot of things happen when we want. i really wish that was every day, all the time. but it doesnt, and some things never happen, and we tear ourselves apart for it. well, heres where it stops. things arent going to work out that way? okay, we will use less drastic wording. instead of terrible, its unfortunate. instead of embarassing, its a story to tell later. stories are always fun, and if someone cares, theyd love to hear them. i know i always love a good story. theres another thing. people should tell more stories to each other. uplifting, helpful ones. we all learn from them, more than in any classroom or course. thats the problem with classroom education, people get bored and unhappy, and from there its a downward spiral. the lack of empathy disturbs me at times. as im sure it does to many of people, fellow caring individuals.